Marriage

Marriage is a beautiful thing isn't it. I think so. My sister is getting married today... that is why I mention it. My thirty-one-year-old sister. I am fifteen... is something just wrong about that. Oh well, doesn't bother me. I like having that old of a sister, and I think it matured me a bit. Maybe too much, but I still act like an idiot sometimes. Anyway... back to marriage. My sister is getting married in Florida. We have no idea why though, because we all live in Pennsylvania. So does her husband and his family. It really doesn't make any sense. But oh well! They are getting married on the beach at like 8 o' clock at night... I think. I am the Maid of Honor. It is the first time I will actually be a NORMAL part of a wedding. This will be the third wedding of a family member I will attend. Both other weddings I was in I had some strange title. The first one, I was a Bell Girl. I mean... what IS a Bell Girl?!?!? The second wedding, a JUNIOR Brides Maid. That one was more normal, but I wasn't paired with a groom person... I was paired with my father. I had to get him from an aisle because he didn't stand in line with the rest of us. I am sooooo freaking glad I am a part of my sister's wedding that isn't something she made up just to put me in!!! We are getting on a plane at 7:30 am. but we have to be there at 5:30 am. which means I can't go to sleep until later... I just KNOW I am going to fall asleep on the plane! I am so tired right now... and on another note.. the Olympics make me angry! I want to be able to do some of the crap these awesome people can do! I am just too lazy... and sit here all day and write blogs... I am sooo boring!!! Well farewell for now... Have a great day and blessed be!

Parents...

Parents tick me off when they are drunk. You have no idea how much they piss me off!! I mean... it's not even fucking five o' clock yet! My father is a dick when he is drunk, but he thinks he is the most loving person in the world. I hate this, I hate him! My mom is annoying too, but not as bad. She just repeats herself over and over and over again!! She usually is really mellow and cool, but when she is drunk... NOT SO MUCH!! I have to deal with this all day, and probably tomorrow. Why do my parents hate flying? I love flying! It is the most wonderful thing ever! As long as you aren't sitting next to a really annoying person..... My parents always get drunk before they have to fly. And I'm not talking drunk so that they don't remember... I'm talking drunk so they have the brain capacity of a three-year-old! I mean, alcohol isn't that bad, but shit, I never once got that drunk! I don't even think I ever got drunk..... Can someone seriously be so irresponsible when they have more than themselves to care about? GAH!! I am just really pissed right now... and I am sure that some music could fix this..... A video game might help as well... hmm... do I feel like video gaming or jamming... or possibly both... I think I am going to go with both. Well have a nice day everyone! Blessed be.

Pro-Blog

Hey! This is my first blog! *random cheering* I'm not really sure what to say, since I am so new, but I am sure I will eventually think of something. I am pretty creative, and I someday wish to become a writer. I really hope I can inspire a few more freaks to be who they are. I love writing, singing, and video games. If you wanted to know. I have a whole bunch of friends that I sometimes wonder whether or not they care about how I feel. I have seen a total of *drum roll* two friends all summer, and most of my others have not even tried to contact me. I have really random dreams. Well, most people would call them nightmares, but I really enjoy them. As crazy as that sounds. I hate Hanna Montana/Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers. They really piss me off... sorry if I offended anyone... no, wait, I'm not! I could care less if you hate me because I hate them, I have better things to deal with than you. I am not a very good speller... if you couldn't tell... but I try as hard as I can. Nobody is perfect! And I am far from it! It doesn't bother me though, if you care about my perfection LEAVE! I don't try to impress anyone but I try not to make people angry. If you got angry at me in this post, then you are one of the few rare people that I TRY to make angry. Don't expect me to be a passionate blogger, I might be, but probably not. I have never been able to keep a diary/journal for more than a month in my whole life. I might write often, but I WILL NOT write every day. I will forget, or I will be unable. I don't have Internet access at my father's house, so there! Hmm... I found writing about myself a whole lot easier than I thought... Well, any questions or comments are appreciated, unless it is hate-mail. Then it really isn't. So if you send me that crap, expect a sarcastic remark! Have a nice day, and blessed be!