Stories...

Hey... I know people don't read this... but if anybody ever stumbles upon this *wonderful* blog I have here, I'm asking you to be really awesome, and check out a new blog I am going to put together. This new blog imma have is going to be a story I create from day to day or week to week. The blog will have stories... I will probably not name them for awhile though, because I might not know where these stories are going to head to, but they will be labeled Story 1 and so on. They will be backwards so you have to scroll to the bottom of the screen to get the older parts. Just in case you start and I have a few parts to a story... I feel like I am rambling... I think I do that a lot. I talk way too much. Anyway... go there... I will love you...!!

Horror...

I absolutely LOVE horror movies!! I have pretty much been watching them all my life... I love being scared. Well, maybe it's not so much being scared, but the before or after. I like the quickening heart rate, the "holy shit" reaction, thinking you might die or be injured... I just love that feeling. I like writing about it afterward, but I sort of distort and change the story. I have a very imaginative mind, but I always need something to get me started. It usually is a dream or something like that. I did recently write a short story based on a song from a band that I absolutely adore! Tokio Hotel is the name of the band if you wanted to know... But anyway... about horror movie... I have been watching them all day so far (with a little stop for the programs I Survived and Paranormal State). I am watching a sixties horror flick right now called Repulsion. The summery just dragged me right in! Ha! Thank Gods for FearNet!! It helped me through many a boring nights! Rob Zombie's movies are pure genius too!... I watched them today, every though I have seen them before. But some horror movies are just bad! Too predictable!! I saw one, that I won't mention so the makers aren't embarrassed, that was so predictable I knew everything that was going to happen before it did! The ending was even really freaking weird! And not good-weird! Well, I better start paying attention to the movie I am watching now, otherwise I'm going to have no idea what's going on in it! Later!

All good things...

...must come to an end. I'm talking of course about summer. I mean... I HATE summer, but I love vacation. I really don't like school, even though people always tell me that I am good at it and shit. I mean, sure, I might be smart, but I hate the whole concept of 'school'. It is so confining! I should be able to learn without having to get up early, not talk, and do whatever the teacher says. I would rather be home schooled. That would be awesome! But, then I would never see my friends. That would suck, but I could find other ways. I would probably be more independent, and possibly responsible because I wouldn't have to worry so much about homework, getting enough sleep, and looking presentable. Does this not make sense? DAH!! Ooh! And don't even get me started with gym class!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! Ha! that looks funny... uh... sorry... why should I be required to pass this class to pass school? School is about learning... I the only thing I have ever learned in gym was how to play handball. Gym should be an optional class! I mean... your parents should have to decide for you (in case you were really out of shape or something). I really don't want to go to school. I do really enjoy learning SOME of the subjects though. It is such a shame that something as useful as learning can be ruined by something as horrible as school...

Marriage

Marriage is a beautiful thing isn't it. I think so. My sister is getting married today... that is why I mention it. My thirty-one-year-old sister. I am fifteen... is something just wrong about that. Oh well, doesn't bother me. I like having that old of a sister, and I think it matured me a bit. Maybe too much, but I still act like an idiot sometimes. Anyway... back to marriage. My sister is getting married in Florida. We have no idea why though, because we all live in Pennsylvania. So does her husband and his family. It really doesn't make any sense. But oh well! They are getting married on the beach at like 8 o' clock at night... I think. I am the Maid of Honor. It is the first time I will actually be a NORMAL part of a wedding. This will be the third wedding of a family member I will attend. Both other weddings I was in I had some strange title. The first one, I was a Bell Girl. I mean... what IS a Bell Girl?!?!? The second wedding, a JUNIOR Brides Maid. That one was more normal, but I wasn't paired with a groom person... I was paired with my father. I had to get him from an aisle because he didn't stand in line with the rest of us. I am sooooo freaking glad I am a part of my sister's wedding that isn't something she made up just to put me in!!! We are getting on a plane at 7:30 am. but we have to be there at 5:30 am. which means I can't go to sleep until later... I just KNOW I am going to fall asleep on the plane! I am so tired right now... and on another note.. the Olympics make me angry! I want to be able to do some of the crap these awesome people can do! I am just too lazy... and sit here all day and write blogs... I am sooo boring!!! Well farewell for now... Have a great day and blessed be!

Parents...

Parents tick me off when they are drunk. You have no idea how much they piss me off!! I mean... it's not even fucking five o' clock yet! My father is a dick when he is drunk, but he thinks he is the most loving person in the world. I hate this, I hate him! My mom is annoying too, but not as bad. She just repeats herself over and over and over again!! She usually is really mellow and cool, but when she is drunk... NOT SO MUCH!! I have to deal with this all day, and probably tomorrow. Why do my parents hate flying? I love flying! It is the most wonderful thing ever! As long as you aren't sitting next to a really annoying person..... My parents always get drunk before they have to fly. And I'm not talking drunk so that they don't remember... I'm talking drunk so they have the brain capacity of a three-year-old! I mean, alcohol isn't that bad, but shit, I never once got that drunk! I don't even think I ever got drunk..... Can someone seriously be so irresponsible when they have more than themselves to care about? GAH!! I am just really pissed right now... and I am sure that some music could fix this..... A video game might help as well... hmm... do I feel like video gaming or jamming... or possibly both... I think I am going to go with both. Well have a nice day everyone! Blessed be.

Pro-Blog

Hey! This is my first blog! *random cheering* I'm not really sure what to say, since I am so new, but I am sure I will eventually think of something. I am pretty creative, and I someday wish to become a writer. I really hope I can inspire a few more freaks to be who they are. I love writing, singing, and video games. If you wanted to know. I have a whole bunch of friends that I sometimes wonder whether or not they care about how I feel. I have seen a total of *drum roll* two friends all summer, and most of my others have not even tried to contact me. I have really random dreams. Well, most people would call them nightmares, but I really enjoy them. As crazy as that sounds. I hate Hanna Montana/Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers. They really piss me off... sorry if I offended anyone... no, wait, I'm not! I could care less if you hate me because I hate them, I have better things to deal with than you. I am not a very good speller... if you couldn't tell... but I try as hard as I can. Nobody is perfect! And I am far from it! It doesn't bother me though, if you care about my perfection LEAVE! I don't try to impress anyone but I try not to make people angry. If you got angry at me in this post, then you are one of the few rare people that I TRY to make angry. Don't expect me to be a passionate blogger, I might be, but probably not. I have never been able to keep a diary/journal for more than a month in my whole life. I might write often, but I WILL NOT write every day. I will forget, or I will be unable. I don't have Internet access at my father's house, so there! Hmm... I found writing about myself a whole lot easier than I thought... Well, any questions or comments are appreciated, unless it is hate-mail. Then it really isn't. So if you send me that crap, expect a sarcastic remark! Have a nice day, and blessed be!